Priorities

I don't want to fade into the background
I don't want to be your toy
I'm not something to entertain you when you're bored,
I'm not someone to be there when you want.

The things i can't tell you,
those words i won't say,
so you can learn yourself
to learn how to prioritise.

All i can see
is that i've become something that you take as you please;
what have you given up to be with me?
I'm sitting here waiting for you to hear my plead
but all i can hear is the white noise inside my head.
I'm not going to sit around forever,
I need you to want me to stay around,
show me that you want me to be with you.

Because all i can see now,
is you living your life,
unchanged even after i have become part of it.
I wish it were otherwise.